A New Year - Well, Sort Of

It's June 1st. So, it's a new half year, really. I am going to start over with this blog and do a little something different with it. I have a professional blog, but not one where I can go and rant. So, here is the ranting blog.



A little about me:
I struggled with an eating disorder for over 16 years and got treatment 3 years ago. I walked in on February 15th, 2007 and walked out on May 16th, 2007. I had 2 hiccups over the years, but I have continuously walked my life in a happy and very content way.

I also struggled with a drug addiction. I was addicted to Meth, a drug so powerful that it, along with my eating disorder nearly consumed and killed me.

I'm now nearing 33 years old. Over the past 3 years, I have dated a few guys, had 2 boyfriends and have learned that dating isn't very fun anymore. At least, not at my age. They seem to just up and walk away, leaving me behind and stomp all over my heart. Eh, well, whatever. I've found what seems to work with me right now - giving it up to God and letting it all go. He will show me the right man, and the right man will walk into my life.

That is, if I let him, I suppose. I work hard and I train hard as well, too. I am training in a martial art called Bujinkan Budo Taijutsu. It's a non-competitive martial art, however, it's the deadliest of them all, too. I enjoy it, even if I look like I have ended up on the bad end of an abusive relationship.

This is going to be my daily musings, thoughts, interactions and maybe some of my motorcycle riding as well. Enjoy, peace out and talk to you later.