Have Kids? Married? Why Not?

I’ve always wondered why these questions pepper my existence. I’m almost 33 (but I’ll tell you I’m 29), I’ve never been married and I don’t have kids. As a matter of fact, I don’t want kids, either.

If Only I Had A Picture

Of me at the gun range shooting a Glock and an AK-47. I'm 115 lbs or so, 5 feet 4 inches tall and the last time I really did any shooting was when I was 10. That was with dad and I was using his 22 rifle.

Thank God For Self Control

Yesterday I just had one of those "I'm Hungry" days. I was just hungry. Yeesh.

Who Wants A Massage?

I don't, and I will tell you why I don't. It's not like they don't feel good, because most of the time they don't for me. As a matter of fact, they generally hurt and make me feel very uncomfortable. But there's more.

That's His Name, Don't Wear It Out!

So, I was on my way home from work sometime ago and I got a text message from my roommate. "Millie is screaming my name off her deck." Ah, crap. Here we go - she's found another way to piss everyone off.

It's Not What It Seems

I miss companionship, love, warmth and that look in someone's eyes that loves you. Sometimes, I wonder if I ever really truly felt that before, though.

Shooting Range Anyone?

So, I've been asked to the gun range, again, for the 4th time in a year. The other 3 times, the plans never came to fruition. Oh, all by different guys, too. I'm still not sure why guys seem to want to ask me if I want to go with them to the gun range, but, all in good fun. Should be interesting if I do go. I have never... correction, I have, been to a range. But that was 23 years ago.

Why It Is

Here's The Start
People are always wondering why I'm not married. I'm 32 and nearing 33 very quickly. I have been engaged once, sans a ring though. But, as we can tell, that never worked out. He was/is a bipolar alcoholic with severe abandonment issues. So yeah, that wasn't going to last.

A New Year - Well, Sort Of

It's June 1st. So, it's a new half year, really. I am going to start over with this blog and do a little something different with it. I have a professional blog, but not one where I can go and rant. So, here is the ranting blog.